I’m just so fucking depressed that I can’t even bring myself to leave the house, or even get up in the morning for that matter. I don’t dare to go to school because people ask questions about where I’ve been, and they all think I’m skipping school or oversleeping because I’m lazy, and I don’t know how to explain this to anyone. Not that I would have the guts. I’ve had this for four years now and it’s only getting worse. It’s ruining my life.

I just had to put this out there.